No problem is insurmountable. With a little courage, teamwork and determination a person can overcome anything.
Partners in Crime: Abe, and James
First off, let me say, this trip would not have happened what so ever if it were not for Abe and James. This is a story of teamwork at its best that I was privileged in joining along with. It portrayed what a little determination and perseverance can do.
Take yourself back to around 2009. For me, it was a long time ago, while for some it seemed like yesterday.
Back in 2009, I was faced with a life changing experience on the Maroon Bells with Kevin Hayne at only 17 years of age. I told Kevin that day before all the chaos happened that I wanted to do Capitol in the winter. He thought I was perhaps a little on the crazy side. When I posted that trip report on here, we got a variety of comments that really bothered Kevin and I at the time. I posted a photo on that TR of Capitol with big dark clouds on top stating something bodly along the lines of "my winter goal."
If you want it badly enough, you'll get there, so why worry?
This is just another story of a kid going for his dreams. Another dream put to rest.
Part 1: It Isn't Easy Like ABC
In a couple days it snowed 8 feet and covered up all my exhausting work. I was furious. Capitol in the winter was proving to be much harder than I ever imagined.
It’s midnight in mid February 2011 and I’m back for another attempt, again without a broken trail. Chase and I are trying for a one day ascent. With our borrowed GPS ready to go, we set off. In 8 or 9 horrible hours, we reach Moon Lake, too late in the day to go on. GPS problems and bad snow conditions slowed us down. I repeat to myself while getting smacked by branches on the way down that I am never coming back to try it again in the winter. It’s beyond frustrating and I’m ready to bring a chainsaw to cut some of the trees down. I think to myself that I have to do this approach again if I ever want to climb Capitol in the winter.
Am I ever going to climb this thing in the winter? How am I going to climb Capitol if I am beyond tired at Moon Lake?
I try to forget it and ignore the fact that Capitol Peak is giving me trouble. It becomes what I train for in the next year. It’s still on my mind a ton. I continue to ask advice from Kiefer and Steve about it. I made sure that if I ever got up there, I would know every single thing about the whole mountain. Was I ready for the suffering it included? Did I have the mental toughness?
Part 2: The Long Curculios Road
(Introduction Trip Report, written in August, 2009)
Capitol Peak has been “the” mountain for me in Colorado. I saw countless winter/spring climbs of it. It’s been my dream climb in Colorado for a long time. It’s really the crown of 14’ers here in Colorado overall. This peak is simply magnificent! I am a Christian and it amazes me what God has created. It has so much history as well.
I have had two major climbs on my mind: Capitol Peak in the winter and the Notch/Kieners Route on Longs Peak. There are many alpine rock routes I want to attempt in RMNP also but these two mean the most to me.
Failure in my terms is giving up on climbing or simply not getting out to play all together when you have a strong passion for it. When you turn back from a climb, you’re not failing I believe.
It seemed I was failing and putting more effort into it then it was worth. I literally hated the approach. (Still do) Though it was “scenic” it just sucked. Every time I attempted it, I would get to Moon Lake too tired to continue or something else went wrong. At the rate it was going, I thought it would be years before I got it. I finally stopped with the one day ascent and knew if I did a two day sort of deal, the success rate would be a little higher. I was trying day ascents in snowshoes with no broken trail. Abe later told me a day ascent would be virtually impossible the way I was trying it. Skis or broken trail would improve your chances. I agreed with him. Breaking trail really made the experience pure though. I was starting at Point A and not getting anywhere it seemed like.
Part 3: Taking the Splinter Out of My Body, Finally
“I don’t know man” I reluctantly state as I really didn’t like the idea at the time.
My simple answer shows that I kind of didn’t want to go. I told him I was out of a job and out of money for gas. He then stated he would cover it.
“Dude, that approach, it’s so horrible. Ugh. I don’t want to break 7 miles of trail in West Snowmass Creek,” I stated.
He proceeds to state that Abe is an endurance animal and that they would help break a lot of it. I took a look at the weather and avalanche danger hoping in a way it wouldn’t look too good. I was trying to get out of it. With everything I came up with, James overcame it. Then I got many thoughts in my head. This weather is good and there is not as much snowfall this year, it might be the time.
“I can’t believe I’m saying this but I’m in.”
For the next couple of days, anxiety filled my mind. I had what felt like a cloud all around me. I just wanted to get the trip over with and move on. I didn’t think success would come because of previous failures but there was only one way to find out. Then a storm moved in and was forecasted to dump a foot on the already horrible snow pack. Again, I was getting pissed. Now I can’t even get out the door!
I talked to Steve and Kiefer about it. We were planning on Sunday and Monday with the storm coming in Saturday. We followed it closely and it seemed to miss the Elks partly. Around K2, about 4 or 5 inches fell and Monday was looking perfect to summit. I called Chris Tomer and asked for a specific weather forecast. He stated it was going to be a cold night but Monday looked good. I was getting excited, but still a lot had to work in our way to make it happen. A day before we left, I found out a group had climbed Capitol on Christmas Eve. This got me happy for a bit until I realized the storm would cover it along with previous wind and minor snow before this storm that happened.
Then there was an alpine start for the approach. We started off from Denver at 5:15 A.M. after I was late to meet up. The whole way up to the start of the approach I started to remember parts of my previous attempts that were meant to be forgotten. I felt like I had the heaviest pack going in but again, I felt like everyone was thinking that with their own packs. After 2 miles of flat trail, we started up West Snowmass Creek with a trench that was covered with a couple inches of snow. We were happy to have it. After a couple miles it pretty much disappeared near the Haystack Mountain split off. We went a different direction up the rest of the way to avoid the steep slopes. Avalanche danger was not great near tree line but I was kind of expecting that. Near and below tree line was supposed to be bad in the Elks while higher elevation slopes were supposed to be better. We avoided steep open slopes by climbing what felt like 60 degree slopes in thick vegetation jumping from tree to tree. We all had a couple falls but were in high spirits. We set up camp right below Moon Lake around 4:30pm. I was not that tired compared to previous tries. James stated his toes were numb.
Abe and I then went and broke trail to Moon Lake and up to the start of the ascent to K2 while James set up camp. I was just happy to make it further than I ever have. I actually got to see K2. Things were looking good. We came back to camp at dark a little tired. We were all pretty tired from the long approach. James was having problems with his toes. They were still numb. Only one of our stoves worked so that was a pain. I thought we might be going to sleep without a stove. It was very cold. Chris was not lying about the forecast. It was well below zero. It was cold enough that my feet started getting cold in my double boots. I jumped in the tent and went in the 0 degree sleeping bag and proceeded to be cold and sleepless all night.
Abe was a life saver. He cooked us all the water we needed and eventually a Mountain House meal for James and I. This was teamwork but I needed to do my part . To be honest, if James or Abe stated that we needed to go down in the morning, I would not have argued. I was cold, tired, and suffering. At this point Capitol seemed far off.
What am I doing here?
We have trouble with the alarms but finally I set one for 4 A.M. We do not have the well documented curse of the malfunctioning alarm in West Snowmass Creek and we’re off on the trail at 5:30 sharp. I’m actually quite excited but a little nervous at the same time. Around sunrise, James decides to turn back due to his feet being numb again. He gives the rope to us and sets off. It was time to get serious. The slopes up to K2 prove to be longer then I can remember from the last time I was there. Abe and I switch on breaking trail. Soon were at the bottom of the summit of K2 but fog covers everything until Boom, there’s Capitol. It starts to clear as we both wonder what we’re doing here.
It was time to be efficient and fast, no playing around. Abe and I decided beforehand to solo up until the crux bit of the ridge. We see no sign of previous passage. We put on the crampons and get out the ice axe. I start off on the scrambling part of K2. I shove the ice axe pick into a small crack and pull up to try to find feet. The crampons scratch around and I smell the “fire” smell it makes. I try to find something. After it, I’m a little more nervous as that move felt a little hard for 4rth class. Only a half mile more of that except more difficult right? A lot more rock looks exposed then any pictures I’ve seen of Capitol in the winter. As I'll find out, having "less" snow then normal means alot more exposed rock, meaning harder technical sections.
I led off with the process of brushing off holds, making every move with caution. This ridge in winter has to have 100% focus the whole time. I make move after move until the knife edge. I proceed to scoot across knocking off quite a bit of snow. I keep getting a Charlie horse in my left leg from scooting. I scream in pain as I can’t do anything about it. This proceeded to be the case along with racking myself on the sharp ridge. I watch the snow fall into the void and then focus my attention back to the task at hand, not falling. Spindrift occasionally blows in my face as I try to breathe. This is really exhausting! I start crawling at the end of the knife edge and I don’t even care how it looks. I proceeded a little farther and then let Abe take over for the trail breaking until the rope up point. I follow his footprints up some steep bits until the crux step.
I then realized the seriousness of where we were. We are about 8 miles from any car, in the winter, with no one around. For some reason, I loved it.
Go, go, go, go!
“Wow, we did it, we actually did it.”
I sit down wiped staring at Snowmass. I didn’t really understand where I was.
“Want to continue and do the Snow Cap ridge?” I said as I try to bring a little humour into an otherwise serious situation.
“Dude, are you okay?” Abe states a few times while on the summit.
I needed energy. I ate some cliff shots, and some gels and I’m back to “normal.” I took out a cross that was given to me by Kevin’s parents but I didn’t feel like it was time to leave it up here. I instead took some pictures. We took a few pictures, sign the register, and we’re off. We were not relaxed on the summit. All I could think about was the descent. I was only half way there. I’m not going to lie, I was pretty tired.
“Deep in my cells I know there’s something bad at the end if I don’t get through it. This keeps me honest. It keeps me scared. I am stronger because I know there is a consequence. I know I can’t get away with slacking off. This is what happens when you ascend above mediocrity. It’s a game. It’s a test. It is the way I live my life.” -Mark Twight
We rappel the last pitch and then simul climb to the last rappel to the traverse pitch. This proceeds to be sketchy as the dang cordellete is super long and some spicy moves are required to reach the bottom of it. We both rappel and make sure to have 100% of our attention the rest of the way. Scooting our way across the knife edge we’re almost there. Instead of re climbing K2, I decide to lead us around K2 by traversing. This proves to be sketchy but soon were in the safe zone.
We were stoked. We basically run down and clean camp. James left us hot tea and took a lot of the weight. I was so happy about that. We power walked the 7 miles back to the car. The last flat 2 miles could not drag on any longer. Back to the truck, I realize, I finally had climbed Capitol in the winter. Relieved, I took my boots off, and actually felt like I could breathe now. I felt like I was in a trance the rest of the way home dozing off into what seemed another world.
A childhood dream of mine, finally accomplished.
One journey’s end brings another journey’s beginning. More to come soon. Walk on.
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