Why I have to go to the mountains – a declaration of love !

Why I have to go to the mountains – a declaration of love !

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Why I have to go to the mountains – an attempted explanation or better a declaration of love!

I can´t live without the mountains and when I´m not next to them I get an unbelievable aspiration…
So consecutively I tried to find the reasons for this…
This is a little funny attempted explanation or maybe better a declaration of love and I guess that you also feel similar to me…
I´m sure that after reading this article you will have that magic smile on your face and the feeling that you must soon get back to the mountains – independent of all concomitants!


As ordinary mortal employee I just have 6 weeks of holidays per year so I have to allay my longing for the mountains during holidays and several weekends.
When I want to go climbing at a weekend I have 2 possibilities:
Either sitting in the car at Friday evening after work and with full speed into traffic jam at the Autobahn A8 so that I arrive in the mountains late at night, nerved and tired or starting at early Saturday morning 4 o´ clock, sleep-deprived and tired but with bright eyes and full speed directly to the Alps.

But it doesn´t matter – the reunion with the mountains compensates the efforts!

Who can understand this – standing up at a time when you never would get up voluntarily for your job!
Sunrise on the way to Barre des Écrins

I ate some morsels apatheticly as my stomach normally sleeps at that early time. Even a strong coffee doesn´t get me awake completely. Outside it is cold and dark and when I get out I put my headlamp on and ask me why I can´t sleep late like most of the normal men, taking some buns at the bakery and enjoy a coffee in a summer dress about 1.000 m below.

So I start walking, freezing despite of my Gore-Tex jacket, monotone, step by step. The backpack is heavy, when I don´t use it for a few days I am unaccustomated to it immediately. But it looks really silly to carry it in the office! I don´t want to explain it to my boss then…

I put my crampons on and swear as the crampons are so cold for my fingers… But soon the sky turns from black into pink, enough light for switching the headlamp off. I can see the contours of the mountains, sharp ridges and needles. My heart palpitates – caused by effort or caused by the wonderful morning impression?
Matterhorn + Grandes Jorasses: View from Mont Maudit

I feel how energy flows into my body. How things can change within minutes!
Then the sun looks shyly over the far distant mountains. Now it is time for a short break for taking some photos. I enjoy the silence, a gently sough of the wind, the panorama and the warming power of the sun.

Now I can see my object of today, the summit is just shining in the brightness of the sun – a virgin white in a wonderful light! The longing to be there soon pushes me on.
So I take a drink of my hot tea and eat a little bit and then I go on with the feeling that my backpack is much lighter now.
View from Dome de Neige

Now I leave the glacier and reach the rocks, ascending step by step. The sun is shining and the glacier deep below reflects the sunlight. Perspiration is running over my face. A great mixture of perspiration and suncream reaches my eyes – wonderful! Then I put my handshoes of to have a better contact of the rocks but soon snowmelt runs into my sleeves – shit! Why am I doing this?!?

But then only a few more steps and then the rocks gets flat, I can see the summit cross, my heart beats faster! I walk faster now and then I stand at the summit!
Allalinhorn summit

Panoramic sight in all directions, deep views to the valleys, a great satisfaction about the managed efforts and a great happiness to stand on the top! To be unique with the nature, feeling inner peace – and no questions about why I made all those efforts.
I make some photos to hold on this memories, then I only sit there on the summit and enjoy the moment and absorb the impressions.
Then I drink some tea again, eat a little bit and then I start my descent.

Climbing down concentrately, strenuously step by step, then continuing at steep firn fields. It is quite far till the hut and me knees hurt. My tea in my backpack gets empty and there is this question again: “Why am I doing this?”
I am walking monotonously above firn and boulders and even if I can see the hut it doesn´t come nearer to me. But despite of this feeling the smoking chimney of the hut revives me.

At any time I reach the hut. Pulling my shoes off, I go inside the hut into a smelly cocktail of food, mountaineers socks and body odour. Ufff! But then I order a drink and it always tastes like the best drink in my life! Live is back in my veins!
Klein Allalin and Britannia hut

The hut is completely full. Crimped at the corner seat I soon come into conversation with other mountaineers. We are talking about mountains, routes, conditions and we don´t find an end. Those topics are insatiable!
Then we are stopped by the hot and reeky lunch: Goulash with noodles! WOW! Everybody shoves it into his hungry mouth. And it is really a wonderful feeling when you are hungry, had a hard and challenging day and then you get something warm and well-cooked to eat.
While some people are refilling their dishes others leave the room and go to their sleeping places.

When I go to my sleeping place later with the light of my headlamp I start swearing. 10 sleeping places, 12 persons inside, 30 cm place for me, bad air and at least 4 persons are snoring. I start thinking of my home. A bed 1m wide, no snoring, fresh air and I ask me again “Why?”

From both sides a snoring man blows his consumed air into my face and falling asleep is so difficult. And when I started sleeping relatively well I already hear the wake-up call. It is like a fire was breaking off - hecticness starts, somebody stands at my backpack. During dressing myself I feel the elbow of somebody in my back. Oh, wouldn´t it be nice in my sleeping room at home…

Even if it is the second early breakfast in succession my stomach isn´t get used at this time – too early! I eat a little white bread with marmalade and drink a cup of tea. Then I leave the room and want to pull my shoes on. P A N I C ! ! ! Somebody seems to mistake his for my shoes! I don´t know how long I was cursing but then somebody brings my shoes back, he voices words like “interchanged” and “sorry” under his breath, takes his shoes and leaves.
I am totally relieved that I can continue climbing with my shoes which fit perfectly.
I can see all the lights of the headlamps and I see that they run into several directions. This means a little bit more silence again and less traffic. Thanks God!
View from the top of Mont Blanc

Then the same procedure: Silence, coldness, some pains, the question “Why”, enjoying the sunrise, the warming sun, summit happiness, a never ending descend to the valley, hurting legs and finally I breathe a sigh of relief when I reach my car again. Then the happiness about the completed efforts, the impressions and the summit fulfils me! During driving home I can´t stop thinking of those magic moments I had during those two days. The little traffic jam doesn´t matter, it gives me even more time so dream of those wonderful impressions at the mountains. And it gives me time to think about the next climbing possibility…
Zugspitze, Alpspitze and Jubiläumsgrat

Nevertheless I long for my bed at home. The hot shower is wonderful and brings back live into my body. And after eating a really big mountain of noodles I feel wonderful!
In bed I think back again… The sunrises, such a peace, such a happiness… Was there anything else? Well, I can´t remember any more!!! You know – Love is blind!!!

Mountains – you make me happy, you give me inner peace, to be agree with you is an unbelievable satisfaction. I don´t ask any more for the concomitants. And then I sleep with a very big smile in my face!

Mountains – I come back to you because already at this evening it is back: the desire to see you and to be with you! And I promise we will meet soon again!

Evening impression of Allgäu Alps


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eza - Jan 8, 2009 9:23 am - Voted 10/10

I would say...

most of us do share those feelings, Thomas. We all need fresh air, the warmth of the sun and the wide open panoramas of the mountains to stay alive. There is no lack of comfort, no trouble strong enough to keep us from looking for those moments where nature, life and friendship are the only important things in the world.


schmid_th - Jan 8, 2009 9:26 am - Hasn't voted

Re: I would say...

Thanks for your kind comment! See you out there in the mountains! Cheers Thomas


Ivona - Jan 8, 2009 1:44 pm - Voted 10/10

you just

hit the right nail on the head Thomas.I could sign these words by my name..


schmid_th - Jan 9, 2009 2:54 am - Hasn't voted

Re: you just

So we have the same passion! Cheers Thomas


yatsek - Jan 11, 2009 7:48 am - Voted 10/10

How's that?

"I´m sure that after reading this article you will have that magic smile on your face and the feeling that you must soon get back to the mountains – independent of all concomitants!"

Well, haven't read the rest of your text yet but have the smile/feeling anyway:)


schmid_th - Jan 12, 2009 3:12 am - Hasn't voted

Re: How's that?

That´s great! So don´t wait and just get out there! :-)

eric b

eric b - Jan 11, 2009 8:21 am - Voted 10/10

Nothing like taking off the handshoes

to put the crampons on and freezing your fingers. Its funny how the concomitants don't seem to matter in retrospect. "Love is blind" -so appropriate when referring to the mountains and "how full of live" they make us feel. You said the reader would be smiling by the end of the article, heck I was laughing out loud! GOOD JOB!


schmid_th - Jan 12, 2009 3:15 am - Hasn't voted

Re: Nothing like taking off the handshoes

Thanks for your kind words! So let´s go back to the mountains! Our love is still waiting there! ;-)


Dean - Jan 11, 2009 10:15 am - Voted 10/10

Me too !!

I am also one who just can't live without the mountains. Good thing my wife understands that about me. Nice article.


yatsek - Jan 11, 2009 10:34 am - Voted 10/10

Re: Me too !!

What if she didn't?


schmid_th - Jan 12, 2009 3:17 am - Hasn't voted

Re: Me too !!

It´s a great thing if you can share one love with the other love! I´m also happy that my wife shares my passion and we both spend a lot of time in the mountains together! Cheers Thomas


yatsek - Jan 11, 2009 11:02 am - Voted 10/10


Now I've read your article I must say I love it, although in fact it's about infatuation rather than love; but as the mountains are wise enough to tell the difference - thumbs up!


schmid_th - Jan 12, 2009 3:29 am - Hasn't voted

Re: Love

SEE YOU OUT THERE!!! Can´t wait to be back in the mountains in the next weeks! Cheers Thomas


Modi - Jan 11, 2009 12:27 pm - Hasn't voted

just the same!

reading your nice article me and my wife thought that yours are the same feelings, sensations, pains, disappointments, happiness, at last...the same love we always feel in our hearts and minds when we go to the mountains or think about them.You're not alone!!! well done...


schmid_th - Jan 12, 2009 3:31 am - Hasn't voted

Re: just the same!

Thanks for your nice comment! It´s great to see that so many people have the same passion and same feelings! So let´s go out there and share our passion!


gert - Jan 12, 2009 5:23 am - Voted 10/10

Same passion for sure!

wish you a good season this year!
Cheers! Gert


schmid_th - Jan 12, 2009 6:20 am - Hasn't voted

Re: Same passion for sure!

Thanks for your wishes! Also great mountain days for you! Cheers Thomas

banzai.barbara - Jan 12, 2009 3:26 pm - Voted 10/10

explanation attempted----succesfully :)

It's nice reading about your feelings, Thomas. No matter whether it's caving or mountaineering...-"love is blind" -I can relate to most of the things you said. I kept smiling all through the article.
wish you a fabulos season this year. Ciao


schmid_th - Jan 13, 2009 3:26 am - Hasn't voted

Re: explanation attempted----succesfully :)

I´m glad that I made you smile! Thanks for your wishes! Also many great experiences for you this year! Ciao Thomas


BobSmith - Jan 13, 2009 6:28 am - Voted 10/10

"Just six weeks!"

That's great! Six weeks of vacation per year is an unbelievable luxury enjoyed by but a few of the upper crust here in the States.

I'm a Federal employee, and my four weeks per year is considered almost unique. The most I can get is five, and I haven't worked there long enough for that.

Most folk here only get two weeks per year. Alas!

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